In every relationship

someone is lying to someone about someone,  whether it be a girl lying to a boy about another boy, a boy lying to a girl about another girl or boy lying to boy about another boy, it happens in every relationship. If you are sitting there thinking “No way not in mine” you are probably the one being lied to. 

"this ain’t love cause you ain’t lying to me about a boy"  - The Tower And The Fool - My Heart Is Dead In Nyc

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This is a teddy bear my dad got me as soon as i was born. I’ve had it for 21 years in march (this is why it is so beat up and dirty). This is honestly one of the only material things i would ever be upset out over losing, i mean i would be mad if my laptop, my tv or something like that got broke or lost some how but i would be able to replace them unlike this bear. It is priceless to me and i can’t wait to pass it down to my kid when he or she is born. i look forward to that and this is one of the little things that gets me by everyday, this is the single best thing that i own.

This is a teddy bear my dad got me as soon as i was born. I’ve had it for 21 years in march (this is why it is so beat up and dirty). This is honestly one of the only material things i would ever be upset out over losing, i mean i would be mad if my laptop, my tv or something like that got broke or lost some how but i would be able to replace them unlike this bear. It is priceless to me and i can’t wait to pass it down to my kid when he or she is born. i look forward to that and this is one of the little things that gets me by everyday, this is the single best thing that i own.

where dem girls at

girls with black nail polish on, i’m into it.

girls wear vans, i’m into it.

girls that wear gold chains, i’m into it.

girls that like R&B and rap as much as me, i’m into it.

girls that have nice butts and know it, i’m into it.

girls that wear big t-shits and underwear to bed , i’m into it.

girls that hate religion, i’m into it.

girls that like to be the small spoon and will never make me be it (cause that shit weird s fuck) , i’m into it.

girls that like waka, i’m into it.

girls that like pizza, i’m into it.

girls that DGAF, i’m into it.

yo i’m into a lot

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for some reason i woke up today and thought i had to make this, it’s not funny and you don’t have to watch it if you don’t want to. but i know what its like if you’re dealing with anything like this.

I Know (by XxxMcKenneyxxX)

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today

my mom told me that she knows I’ve been depressed for a year and that its killing her, I didn’t really know what to say to her. I could tell that she’s really worried about me. she asked me what was wrong and why i feel like i do and i couldn’t even answer her. how can i explain something to someone when i don’t even understand it fully myself? I’m honestly never really happy, some days are better then others but I’m never like “wow I’m happy right now and everything is ok”. my mom wants to blame it on my past relationship, if she only knew that I’m 100% over that whole thing. i think if anything I’m like this now because of all the things i thought about when i did break up with my ex not because I’m still in love with her or because she “broke my heart” . i think when we broke up after awhile i came to see that there is so much more to my life then i thought before and figuring it all out is what bums me out the most because i don’t know what i want and it sucks. this past year I’ve also seen how crappy some people can be which affects my attitude a little. i just want to find out what i want to do and start pursuing it. i just want  figure something out to be happy. i think my confusion and loneliness has made this “depression” that i’m in. i just like to call it a rut because everyone gets out of a rut.

Its funny to think

that the things that bum you out right now you’ll probably forget about or they wont matter next year. don’t let little things get to you its not worth it. people are going to talk about you and crappy things are going to happen, just keep your head up.

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